Caltex

I had such a great time yesterday
that an overwhelming feeling over came me
and i just had to blog about it/them.

I love those people.
smart and witty and outrageous.
i feel at home when i'm around them.
i don't feel like i have to control my
weirdness when talking to em.

KLPaccers.
i guess thats what i'll call em.
from people i've seen onstage before (Farah),
to those who are still learning like myself (Johann)
and even those who aren't actors at all (Sesha).
We KLPaccers are nice people.

i feel stupid for not joining earlier.
how could i have thought, once upon a time,
that they were clique-ish?
i used to think it was all exclusive.
naive little me!
they're really really fun.
but fun is an understatement.
their. . . . . .well, crazy!! lol

yesterday after we saw Bottom Top,
which was really awesome by the way,
we went to the Tum Tum place near Caltex.
and there were about 15 of us i think?
farah, tapai, mark, asfar, yusman,
modee, iedil, hana, mikey, shahril, syat
and a few other people whom i didnt manage to talk to.
that shows how new i am to the KLPac scene kan.

their all really nice, crazy people. =)
some of em i'm just getting to know
and so far i haven't met anyone who, well,
discriminated in me joining in eventhough
i'm not exactly as experienced as the rest in theater.

all in due time, i guess.

Plays Pretty For Baby

i'm promoting this song,
"Plays Pretty For Baby" - SAOSIN.

why?
dont know really.
probably 'cause its so aweshummm.

actually this song is performed by another band,
but the lead singer of Saosin does the vocals.

i lalalove it anyway and
was tryna find a decent video for it
and this is the best YouTube offered.



this was the best i can do folks.
ignore the video itself,
just listen to the music.
and, of course, the lyrics.

best to skip this song though.
the lyrics are short and sweet.
and so is the song.

but,
it's also so. . . . . .
un-cheesy.
loud in ways.
kick-ass.

the piano instrumental is really really nice too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jr51xu96wVY

ignore the ending bits.
i know they kinda ruin the whole thing.
you can't blame the guy for the publicity.

doesn't take a genius to see
that i'm new to linking or finding
graphic material, but hell,
as long as my objective is fulfilled.
well, back to reality for now.

A Broken Down Car

after a months hiatus, i am back.
at the same time, i am not.
though i feel very sad i've been
neglecting my beloved blog,
i don't miss posting that much.

i've been very busy rehearsing.
most of my time is spent in Studio 7,
at Aunty Ann's house, on my bed
or in front of my laptop.

no, currently i have no social life.
i thank my low self-restraint and my dad for that.
also my lack stealthiness.

Flashback:
about a week ago
Aze and Sacha came over to celebrate
sacha's Sweet sixteen.
it was nice finally being a trio again.
since aze was transferred to that other school,
we hadn't had much time to catch up.
that has so far been my highlight of the month.
its worthy though. =)

Nicky's Birthday is tomorrow.
i haven't gotten him a gift
since i basically am very very very broke.
i have to survive on less than rm30
till the end of november. thats how bad it is.
anyhoos, we're having this BBQ party
so its going to be kinda big i think.
i'm not gonna invite anyone since Joey can't make it.
i dont look forward to it
though i pretend to infront of others.

i haven't confided much in joey either.
my thoughts have been just all over the place.
which is why i've seemed jolly recently.
i'd rather people think i'm happy
than ask me whats wrong.
its just one of those feelings that you dont
feel like sharing the details with anyone else.
like a cancer you hide until you're sure that its terminal.

i guess its because pretending is so much easier than
admitting to the world (and to yourself) what's really going on.