Not even a week back in KL and already the weight and heartache of city life has set in.
Everything seemed better in Langkawi.
The sky was bluer. The sun was brighter. The air was fresher. The streets were cleaner. The people were happier.
And there was still the possibility of…something for you and I.
I want to go back. Or rather I want to run away from here. These KL blues make me want to be someone else entirely.
Even my dreams were better… the dream I woke up with today morning terrified me. You left.
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back.
And recently I've been very touchy about sexuality. It hurts me that there's still so much hate. Doesn't matter if it's KL, Langkawi, USA; there's so much hate everywhere.
Everything to do with homophobia strikes a chord with me nowadays.
When will I be able to feel safe and secure with admitting that I like girls as well as guys? Sometimes, it makes me question if I'll ever be comfortable in my own skin.
Everything seems easier in a heterosexual world.
Mood: Disheartened.
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