The dream is dead?

So I was right; the feeling is not mutual. I suppose I am just the good friend.

It’s not a bad thing. But it’s not what I really wanted anyhoos.

I’m not surprised, but I do wish I was a little more confident when I told you I kinda liked you and I wish I was clear when I meant that I wanted to see where this thing could go. Though technically there was never a thing to start with.

I knew all this already, but I still hoped. I guess optimism can sometimes really blind a person and cloud their better judgment.

She needs to grow up and I need to buck up.

I don’t think its the end, who knows what may change. But for now, I shall hibernate my feelings for you.