To be honest, everything in this post is about you.

I think workload and lack of sleep are the main reasons for all the emo-ness in the past two posts. Hopefully, once my stage managing gig is done and over with, I’ll be able to ramble as per usual.

Then again, there’s a high possibility of me getting really emo after the show wraps. But never mind that.

So, amesies thinks I should think through my upcoming risk. It’s a big plunge, even for me. I wonder if I’m getting my head in too deep. Maybe? I don’t know if the feeling is mutual and I’m afraid.

A part of me hopes you are reading this, and another part hopes you aren’t, don’t and won’t. Ever. But maybe you will. And if that happens, I ask that you be straight with me and tell me to my face if you want what I want; I want to get to know you better.

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Anyhoos, I really want in on Sarah Kane’s “Crave”, that will be happening in August at KLPac. Why you ask?

Because of this.

...forget who I am and let me try to get closer to you.

Capri played the audio for me a few weeks back and I fell in love. Needless to say, I had a minor emo spell afterwards. I love how vulnerable the actors are in this video. I think it’s gut-wrenchingly beautiful.

Enjoy.