I have 25 days but I may not make it through.
25 is a long time. Maybe I will not need to wait that long. Maybe I just have to wait until I, too, snap. Then it'll be over and done with and I'll stop being a disappointment.
More than ever, I want to disappear. I wish I was numb but I'm just super aware.
It would all be so much simpler if I wasn't such a screw up.
I am sorry I don't have the strength and willpower to let you go.
I tried so hard to keep you happy. But I guess I wasn't enough. I guess I should learn that some of us are just meant to be alone.
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