One Day

Back from Singapore. Wish not to blog in detail about it. what’s done is done and now onto the future! :) But I had a good time. I mean how could i not; it was like a 6 day holiday with them funny/weird people from mukabuku and indicinelive. So awesome. Too many good memories.

Singapore was full of epiphanies for me anyway. Random, yeah, totally. I realised optimism is really the best option and moping about something isn’t gonna do you any good at all. I think I’m growing up. Pretty soon I’ll be 65 with 3 cats, 2 piranhas, 7 tarantulas and 4181653 medical conditions. Time flies.

You get enough love from the people around you and that should be sufficient. I mean, I’m just eighteen! Why am I chasing things so soon? I have time. Maybe it’s time to sit back and just go with the flow. It is supposed to be easy anyway. But some people say it’s supposed to be hard work, so there I’m back at square one.

Hmmm. Maybe!

Falling in love and being loved is easy.

Making it stick and worthwhile is hard work.

Yeah that sounds about right, right? I don’t know for sure. Whatever it is, I am not letting stupid things get me so down anymore. I have time. Stop rushing and chasing and endlessly searching. One day, love will find you and that’s the truth. Till then, it’s time to live ‘cause simply, you just shouldn’t waste your time making yourself miserable. You’ve got other people to do that. So. It’s time to fuck protocol and what people think.

fuck perfection;

let’s go out and make fools of ourselves.

I’m going to learn to take things lightly. From now on, my happiness comes first. And I think this is the way it’s supposed to be.

One day, I’ll be found :)