I’ve been super exhausted. My mind hasn’t been working the way it should. So much to be done and yet it feels like none of it is of any importance whatsoever.
So. I’ve got a 9.30am class tomorrow and it’s a friggin’ Saturday. None of us are going to be in a good mood tomorrow, not one. And since he’s sent warning letters to almost EVERYONE in my class, we kinda can’t skip, can we? Bah, he plays his plot out well.
There’s this family dinner thing that I have tomorrow as well. Don’t know whether I should pack up nicely or wing it and just go in my college clothes. Maybe I’ll pack a spare tee or blouse or something.
To be very honest, I don’t know what else to say. I’m really running out of words. I’m so tired. I wish I was on holiday already. Somewhere far, far away from PJ and KL. Just anywhere, you know. Somewhere where nobody knew me and I could just stop. As in, stop everything. I could just be and not worry about being.
Is this making any sense to you? Just fucking listen okay.
Keeping up appearances and semblances of sanity is really tough work and quite frankly, I’m bored of it all. Everything seems to be super fast paced, but I’m not getting anywhere. I’m so tired of it and just plain tired lah okay.
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I think I’m ready for some chaos now, just not this kind.
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