I was doing the laundry just now and I started wondering what life would be like if our roles were switched. If you know, you were the one pursuing and I was the one not really caring. Okay, not the one not really caring, because you do care. It’s just not in the context I wish you would care for me.
Oh boy don’t I sound greedy D:
Anyway, I was thinking about all that, and it hit me that maybe I’d play the deaf ear, too if I was in your shoes. I don’t know for sure whether you just haven’t caught on yet or whether you already know, but sometimes I think you do. You do, but you choose not to be upfront about it. I get why; we have a good thing between us already so why stir up the one fact that might jeopardise all that and make things mighty awkward? If I were in your shoes, I think I might pretend to not address the signs as well.
I think I’d still be super attracted to you anyway because you amaze me sometimes and there’s this kind of comfort I get from being around you. It’s a warm fuzzy protected sort of comfort. And with you I feel like I can touch the skies and there’s no limit to what I can achieve. You make me feel all positive and you make me want to do my best. Because I know to some extent that it will make you smile, maybe just once in awhile.
Yeah, I don’t think I’m giving up. The spaces are narrowing but I’ll get through or at least I won’t give up. I’m usually so hesitant and confused and I never wait out for something that doesn’t come with some sort of guarantee but you are one thing I certainly have no doubts about. You make me so bloody happy.
OH GOD BELINDA YOU ARE SO THE CORNY.
*scrapscrapscrap* *editeditedit*
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