Gluek & Gluek

I have been so super tired and busy and sleep deprived recently. But it’s weird because I actually really feel alive right now. I feel like I’m actually living and not just going through the motions pointlessly. It’s a good feeling.

Anyway, I need to confess now. I did something really, REALLY bad. I’m a third striker now and I probably should have walked away when I had the chance. But I didn’t and why; because I wasn’t thinking straight and I felt selfish. I am very outspoken about how I’m against things like that and yet I just did it. Such a hypocrite.

While I know what I did was wrong on a billion levels, it’s not eating its way through me anymore. I mean, no point crying over spilt milk and all that, right? It happened, I regret it and promise to stay away from such things from now. What’s done is done; move the fuck on.

Oh, that felt good. I’m doing a lot of emotional dumping on this blog. Maybe I should get back to rambling.

So here’s a short list of randomness:

1. I got a friggin 3.31 GPA for my last semester. Yeah, it’s an okay score but it still pisses me off, just because I was so close yet so far. ARGH. KEEL, KEEL, KEEEEEL!
2. I spent Sunday afternoon on a horse ranch in Shah Alam and bounced most of the day away on a trampoline worked very hard.
3. I can’t skip anymore Malaysian Studies classes because I got a letter saying so D:
4. Oh, UNIQLO is opening about a week from now! And I already have 100MYR worth of vouchers. AWESOME SAUCE.
5. My group’s photography assignment kinda kicks assss (I think).
6. Ze German dude is gonna be lepak-ing with me most of Thursday.
7. I don’t know what to wear for the halloween thingy on Thursday.
8. I don’t know if ze German dude is gonna dress up for Thursday.
9. By the way, Gluek & Gluek is a reference to today’s sociology class.
10. Though I wasn’t so thrilled at first, I’m really glad I have had a good group to work with for Sociology.
11. I can’t wait for this year to end so I can resume performing :(
12. I am running out of random things to write.

Yeah, okay so the tenth point kinda sums it all up. I’m waiting for Dexter to load now. And I wanna vent some more actually, but I really don’t think this is the place. No one wants to hear anymore complaining for today, I guess. Hmm.

Ok, that’s my cue to leave. byebye.