Let’s say someone you cared about was in a coma. Throughout that time, you took care of him and tried your very best to get him back to who he was before. Now, how would you feel if said person came out of the coma and you weren’t the first person to know? And not only that, but let’s say the first person he went to was someone he isn’t that close to (in comparison). Wouldn’t that be a slap to the face? If no, then maybe its just me.
I’m just kinda hurt. I don’t even know why ‘cause its naive and childish and stupid to be hurt by something like this. It is. I mean I’ve been feeling so shits about it, and then when things got better it’s like I wasn’t needed anymore. But that’s the way things are. Its normal. People don’t always put you first, it’s like rule number one of growing up. You will not always be on someone’s mind and you will never be the center of someone’s attention 24 hours a friggin’ day. Grow up already!
I don’t feel used, I just feel really stupid. And no, this has nothing to do with a real coma. I just wished you put me a little higher in your list of VIPs.
Oh yeah Belinda, this is not pathetic at all.
Ps: I hope the third party in this scenario reads this and notes that I really don’t blame him/her. I just got kinda sad but it’s not your fault.
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