Warning: This post might get very cheesy ‘cause it’s all about friendship.
Okay, so how do I say this? Ummm. As crazy as this sounds I actually kinda miss you? Not “miss you” miss you. It’s just… err, I miss you. It’s not been very long, but I miss talking. And miss poking fun at you. Miss pretending to know oodles more than you do. I kinda just miss hanging around you. I mean, you’re really fun.
Hmmm. It’s weird how quickly we move on when we’re happy. When I was feeling like crap, it made me kinda pine wish you were here even more. But now that my life is heading rather well, I find that I need you less and it all just seems less intense.
Ok, I sound like I was using you. That’s not true.
I guess, you were good to me and you cheered me up and you kinda gave me this little bit of hope? You (partly) got me to this little happy place I’ve constructed around myself. And don’t get me wrong; just because I realise don’t need you as much now, doesn’t mean I’m cutting you off. I’m just musing.
I miss you, but not in the way I did earlier, as in before this happy place of mine came about. Now, it’s a more familiar kind of miss.
Ugggghh, I don’t think I’m making sense. I know I rarely do anyways, but it’s super clear in this post that I’m kinda talking out of my ass right now.
Heh, and because of SpellCheck, it’s also super clear that I’ve used the word “kinda” waaaaaaaayy too many times already.
Basically, what I’m trying to say here, is I miss you and you’ve done me a big favor without even realising. So, thank you and I can’t wait to see where this goes next.
I think it’s gonna be one helluva ride.
:)
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