Saturday, September 11, 2010

Something interesting happened to me today.

I was on tumblr looking through the posts on my dashboard. Searching for things to reblog mostly. Things I reblog often mirror my own traits and likes and all that (individualism) jazz.

So anyway, as I was scrolling down, I saw this very nice photo of a girl covering her face with the hands. It looked like she was covering her face in shame that kinda thing. And since I’d been feeling rather in the dumps lately, the photo did reach out to me. I was about to click reblog when I saw the photo directly below it.

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I decided to reblog this one instead. See, it’s curious isn’t it; if this photo had turned up a little lower down in the page, I would have probably reblogged the photo of the girl and then only have reblogged this one.

OK, maybe it isn’t that interesting.

It’s just that, this little thing made me decide to make today a good day. And to at least try to be positive. And to stop all this self-doubt and insecurity. And just stop the whole “i’m never going to be good enough” idea of life.

When I think about it, I am pretty fucking awesome actually. I’m sure some of you nay-sayers will disagree (duhhhh). But whatever it is, I’m going to try to take that step towards enjoying who i am. ‘Cause like I said, I’m pretty fucking awesome.

Only in some areas, of course :)

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